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     The cool night air brushed against Jamie's creamy tan skin, as she walked along Marina Beach. The skyscrapers in Dubai's background towering over her. Xavier said he would meet her here at nine. Where can he be? She glanced at her phone, it was nine-thirty and he was thirty minutes past the time he said he'd be here. When she looked up, his eyes meet her's and she felt herself heat up. His piercing smile and bright brown eyes, were enough to have anyone get hot. He was hot, the wind picked up; moving his button up shirt wildly. He approached her slowly, grabbing her arm and pulling her in.  "Sorry I am late, I got held up at the office." He said, pressing his lips against hers. She moaned in his mouth, rubbing his tan skin as he slid his tongue in her mouth. He gently grabbed her face, running his hand to her neck. He pulled back looking into her green speckled brown eyes. "Did you want to go back to the room?" He asked, caressing her face, his...

The title is self explanatory, this is a page from my book. My life has been the biggest roller coaster ride I have ever been on, thinking I could race through it like NASCAR. As I grew older, I grew wiser, cautious and responsible. I left the party life in 2013, only slipping back for an appearance. I came far in my life, trying to fix my future because of past mistakes. So I thought why not, let's tell a few pages. The past is the past, you are in charge of future.      Let's go back to 2009, when I graduated high school. I had self image issues because of this cretin that I thought was something special. If something special was a fuck boy... When I moved to go to college, I was so ready to experience my life; rushing to run from the north. I knew I was a southern girl at heart, I loved the humbleness and hospitality the south had to offer. I was truly overly excited, but all the negative in my life. I wasn't ready, my crippling depression just years from ex...